modular kitchen in patna
Got it — here are more detailed interior lines, still intimate and inward: I notice how my shoulders stay tense even when there’s no reason anymore. Like my body remembers something I’ve already forgiven. I go over what I said, then what I meant, then what they might have heard. None of them line up. There’s comfort in routine, but also a quiet fear that this is all there will be. I want to ask for clarity, but I’m afraid of the answer being too clear. Every choice feels permanent when I think about it alone. I tell myself I’m growing, but some days it feels more like I’m just learning how to hide better. I imagine a different version of this moment and wonder which one I’ll remember.